I Bought A Planner

I've bought a couple five-year planners. I never used them. Always had these grand ambitions; life never really turned out how I was imagining anyway. This life turn-around, I decided to buy another planner to really cement to the turning and commit to using it. It's been difficult. At this time of year, they didn't even have five-years so I had to get a three, and it's still been difficult. With all the free-time I have, making time to do something substantial with writing in the planner is trying. Frustrating. Not to mention thinking about the future. Even if it's just 3 years. I don't even know where I'm going to be at the end of the month...but, yet, still...striving,